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Thursday, 21 November 2013

Jangan Salahkan Tuhan

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah. In this enrty, saya ambil bahan daripada buku hasil karya Hilal Asyraf yang saya rasa menarik dan bagus untuk dishare. Lagipun, saya rasa saya tak cukup ilmu dan pengalaman untuk memberikan pandangan saya sendiri. Hee :) Dan saya pilih tajuk ‘Jangan salahkan Tuhan’. Hope yang membaca dan diri saya sendiri dapat tangkap something yang berguna dan jadikan panduan dalam hidup. So guys, enjoy knowledge, be a greedy person in seeking knowledge, and get generous in sharing knowledge.

“Sudah takdir, tidak dapat berbuat apa-apa lagi,”
“Allah sudah takdirkan saya seperti ini,”
“Saya sudah tak dapat berubah, lagipun saya ditakdirkan menjadi jahat,”
“Saya ni bodoh. Walaupun belajar bersungguh-sungguh, tetapi masih kekal bodoh,”

Kita biasa mendengar kata-kata ini, sama ada keluar daripada mulut orang lain, ataupun mulut kita sendiri. Kesilapan kita, adalah kita menyalahkan Allah s.w.t dalam segenap hal. Kita beranggapan Allah sudah takdirkan kita menjadi jahat, bodoh, tak dapat berubah dan sebagainya. Sedangkan, kita tak tahu apa yang Allah takdirkan untuk kita.

Jadi, jangan salahkan Allah s.w.t.

Lihat dan nilai diri kita sendiri.

Siapa mahu memilih untuk terus menjahatkan dan membodohkan diri sendiri serta tak mahu membuat apa-apa perubahan?
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Allah s.w.t. mempunyai ilmu yang sangat luas. Kasih sayang-Nya kepada kita juga luas. One of His blessings is, Allah tidak menjelaskan ilmu-Nya yang luas itu kepada manusia. Contohnya, His knowledge on things that happen in future. Dia tak memberitahu kita. Allah tak ceritakan pada kita. Ini kerana, kalau kita tahu apa yang akan terjadi kelak, justeru terputus segala harapan dalam kehidupan manusia.

Dan, manusia yang kehilangan ikhtiar sama seperti mayat yang berjalan.

Ini kerana, mereka tak mempunyai ruang untuk berusaha.

Tetapi, Allah tak memberitahu kita berkenaan masa hadapan kita. What will happen to us. Lantas, dia wujudkan kepada kita suatu kuasa, a power, iaitu ikhtiar ataupun pilihan.

Di sini, nyalaan harapan muncul daripada manusia yang lemah.

Tanda kasih sayang Allah yang sangat luas.

‘Allah memberikan kita pilihan. Kemudian, kita berusaha’ adalah tajuk kecil dalam bab ni di mana ada dinyatakan;

Surah Al-Baqarah, ayat 256(maksudnya);
“Tak ada paksaan dalam agama Islam. Sungguh nyata kebenaran Islam daripada sebarang kesesatan. Oleh itu, sesiapa yang tak percayakan taghut dan dia beriman kepada Allah, sesungguhnya dia berpegang kepada simpulan tali agama yang teguh. Allah maha mendengar, lagi maha mengetahui.”

Dengan ikhtiar yang Allah kurniakan, manusia berhak memilih. Tak ada paksaan. Cuma di sini perlu diketahui bahawa setiap pilihan ada kesannya. Every choice has its consequences.

Siapa pilih kebaikan, Allah pasti memberikan pengakhiran yang baik untuknya. Manakala, siapa yang pilih kejahatan, skhir nanti hasilnya adalah keburukan.

Inilah keadilan Allah s.w.t.

Tapi, walaupun dengan mengambil jalan kebaikan menyebabkan kita susah di dunia, kita akan diberikan kesenangan di syurga Allah yang hebat dan abadi.  Kan? Allah tu Maha Adil.

Allah juga menyuruh kita berusaha seperti dalam surah Ar-Ra’d ayat 11,
“Sesungguhnya Allah tak mengubah apa yang ada pada sesuatu kaum sehingga mereka mengubah apa yang ada pada diri mereka sendiri”

Ini adalah pemberian ataupun peluang oleh Allah kepada manusia.

Adakah kita patut menyalahkan Allah, sedangkan kita yang tidak mengambil peluang?








Tuesday, 19 November 2013

Gugup

Saat itu
Bunyi angin seakan kian jelas
Dan suara-suara lain
semakin lama semakin tenggelam
Seraya itu, lenyap
Kuresah dalam ketegangan

Kala itu, seorang insan berusaha
Dengan swadayanya
Menggagahkan diri,
mengekalkan posisi diri
Hingga keringat mulai
melembapkan tubuh
milik seorang hamba Allah ini

Dari muka, air itu melalui liang-liang halus
Dahi, kening, pipi, lalu berhenti di dagu
Namun, tak pula menitis, kering
Di atas kulit yang mulus
Angin yang datang
bagai mencucuk-cucuk tubuh
Sejuk yang seakan terkesan
Di jiwa dan minda ketika itu

Bila saja suara tepukan
Kian memenuhi segenap ruangan
Ketika itulah
Hati mulalah berkata
Ayuh diri, keluarkanlah kata-kata
Luahkan

Bersama keyakinan
Yang hadir bena tak bena
Kumulakan kata dengan kepercayaan
 pada hati dan jiwa
Bermacam ragam pasang telinga
Ada yang asyik mendengar,
Ada pula yang tiada langsung pedulinya
Pada saat aku berbicara.

Ragam dan situasi
Lama kelamaan
Dapat ku hadam menjadi isi
Lalu, hati ini mulai terisi
Dengan ketenangan yang
Menjadikan aku tetap berdiri

Sungguh, begitulah
Saat penyampai menjalankan
Fungsinya
Tidak kira siapa atau di mana
Goyah di saat mula.




Friday, 18 October 2013

Billet-doux for me

Julia’s

Dear Me, I do always complain. Oh yes, always. I always complain about your bad condition. I don’t like your skin-face; too dirty with all the pimples here and there. Plus, your face is too oily! Sometimes I feel like I want to soak your head in a bowl of hot water! But, damn it! It will just give you more pain…
              My friends are kind. They are very sensible and understanding. I let them hear my problems on you. I tell them how horrible you make me feel. To appear in public is like the worst challenge to me; people will stare at me, people will talk about me. Well, it ought to be good if I bring something nice to be stared and talked but… it always happen oppositely.

However, I do love you indeed. You have such a nice piece of character. You are very simple and sensibly frank. Thank God you have the basic capabilities that some people out there may not have. You have both hands, both eyes, both legs, and so forth. God has given you such enjoyments including each of your breath. I will put the most effort to settle that problem. No matter how long it takes. I will always try to make you feel better and improve you. This is because,
 I love you Julia Farina.

-You



Alia’s
Dear Me, being you is such a pain! Not just physically but mentally and emotionally as well. Your obese really distracts me. It’s so hard for me to even walk and talk. You love to eat. Yeah, it’s normal to love eating but your way is just unacceptable. You find food and think of food all the time without rest! All I can say is you are obsess in food. What more worrying me is, you eat something that is not good though you can opt something better. You live like you never care about me. You make my confidence level very low. I feel shy to appear in public. There must be some people that will make me forlorn either intentionally or unintentionally. They say I am big, I am fat, I look older than I really am, and some may say that I am mother-like!

But do not worry dear Alia, I will make sure you will have a better health and condition. Maybe it’s difficult to make you attain a nice body figure like Jennifer Lopez, but I will transform you to a really better person! No more breathing difficulties! No more self-consent! You will surely love yourself better. Same goes to me, I will love you better and indeed I will love myself better!

-You


Despite of various problems we have, we indeed need to love ourselves. Plus, our health is the most important thing we have to take good care of because our health is our asset. Hence, good appearance means nothing if health  is not good.



-Try to write something to yourselves that can motivate you.

Love,NisaKhair
XOXO







Thursday, 17 October 2013

Voyage ep 6

They were at the food stall. Six glasses of teh o’ ais limau were served on the table. The meeting of six schoolmates became more rapture when Man and Fadh decided to treat their friends three plates of gado-gado.

“Ah, what a nice event to end our school days!” said Nacy. “Just for one and a half month indeed!”replied Syura and they laughed. It was their last day of school. The idea to lepak together came from Man when six of them were walking from the school together.

During the ecstatic conversation, Fie smiled at Syura then addressed her eyes at Fadh. Syura then grinned till ears. The two girls, whom were sitting next to each other whispered among themselves- “He’s handsome today, isn’t he?”asked Syura. Fie then replied with a nod. “That’s the reason he captured your heart!” They giggled.

As the group of secondary school students was busy talking, Fadh pondered. He was not just pondered, he was thinking about something. His insipidity then recovered gradually. He then stared at Fie and smiled. After realized that he had been captured by Man, he then changed his sight. He then drowned into interesting reverie.

THE END

                                      
                                                                                                          

Voyage ep 5

That day Fie decided to talk to Syura, just Syura. Their conversation started with a smile on each other’s face. “So… What else do you want to talk about Fie? Isn’t it enough for you to possess all the advantages in this school?” said Syura with a very dissatisfied face.

“What do you mean?”

Syura sighed, “Well..You are in the first class, even the best student of the year to boot! You have all the things to make people esteems you and one of them is Fadh!”

“Hmm…,”

“Well?” Syura had so many things in her mind and that kind of response could never satisfy her!

“What do you want me to do then? Stop going to school? Or study at another school? Well, maybe I don’t understand the whole thing inside of your heart, your true feeling. But Syura, no matter where school  I go, I’m still me,Fie,Hafiza Akmar….Alhamdulillah God had given me such wonderful capabilities and advantages  that I have now.  But, we have to believe that God is fair,the most fair indeed. It’s not that I’m the only one who got the possessions as you said.  Whereas, I’m not really sure things you said just now to be true,” Fie stopped for a few seconds. She had to take a breath and regain her strength.

“Syura, you also got strengths, your own strengths. It’s just you to explore them! I know you have the potential to succeed. Isn’t the fact that you’re in the second class strong enough to prove that you’re good? Even the students in the lower classes can get better results than mine. It’s possible you know? Who knows God gives them the spirit and they put in the most effort then gain success?  We always have to pray to God to guide us and give us the strength. If you want me to assist you on something, InsyaAllah I’ll always ready,”

“And what about Fadh?”

“We’re just friend. I never talk to him till you plan this thing. Or maybe you want to match me with him? Hahaha..,” It was a real mock from Fie. Well, quite good enough to make Syura exasperate. She then showed the ‘vampire’ eyes!

“I’m sure the only thing is you like him right? I’m sorry to make you jealous Syura, but don’t worry please.. I have my own sweety pie..,” Fie grinned.

“Umm…well…who’s that guy?” Syura seemed to accept what Fie was trying to convince.

“Robert Pattison..?” They laughed.

Voyage ep 4


Fie entered the class,escorted by Man(one of the boys in that class,humorous yet clever). They had been talked to each other along the way from the school gate. Syifa, Nacy and even Fadh, looked at them.

“Assalamualaikum,morning!” approached Fie. Man was just left her to gather around with her friends.
“Waalaikumussalam.. Morning..,” answered Syifa followed by Nacy. Suddenly someone came towards them. Well, what a handsome guy indeed! “Urmm… So, Fie..How?”

Fie smiled, “How?” Fie purposely acted like she was clueless. But, suddenly she felt a bit nervous. “What are you going to do? Aren’t you going to know who the person is?” That’s all came out from Fadh’s mouth. “Nothing. What have she done? I don’t want to take it seriously… Maybe she just want to test me…,” And what’s wrong with this guy again? Fie thought. Enough is enough! Why should he bring up this case again?

“Hmm..okay then…,”

SCHOOL  LIBRARY.

The atmosphere in the library was so stuffy! It was like a hamburger packed with a lot of minced meats, cucumbers and tomatoes, so hot though the air-conditioner was switched on.  In that not-so-good condition, couples of girls entered the library. Almost all students looked at them. Seeing everyone focused on something, Syifa’s eyes looked for it.

One of them was like a ghost! Oops, or was it actually celebrity-like that she wanted to exposed herself? Her face was too ‘fair’ as she put too much powder on it. Isn’t ‘celebrity wannabe ghost’ a nice nickname for her? The kids in the library started to talk and whisper, “Ha ha..I’m sure she’ll win if she join a beauty contest!” They laughed. Then,  heard a response, “The winner is Rara Mak Enah!”

“What?! Can’t you just… urghh shut up!” Syura grumbled. The other two of her girlfriends just followed her. However, they were not as the leader, they were more natural and ordinary-like student. But their personalities just covered up their innocence. The four of them walked towards Fie, Syifa and Nacy. “Hey Fie.. Did you get the lovely present from me?” asked Syura. She then laughed half cruelly. That really showed her rubbish side of her heart.

Finally, the real mastermind of the game was revealed. Syura was actually trying to bring Fie down and make her cannot focus on her study. “You’re just so greedy Fie!” their conversation stopped just like that.

TO BE CONTINUED

Thursday, 26 September 2013

Voyage ep 3

“What do you mean by this Fadh?”asked Fie while holding the box she received from him.
She was so nervous as she felt like her bag was pulling her down.She then sat in front of that guy,followed by Nacy. With her eyes looking at the novel Candy Pop Crush (had been her favourite since the first time she read it),Nacy waited to listen to each word of her friends’ conversation. Should I call this a puppy-love talk? Nacy smiled.

Fie did not want her curiosity disturb her focus. But,what else should she focused on? Well, as a student(secondary school though),education is a matter of course and that kind of things she was facing was such a crappy stuff! After a few seconds Fadh kept on being quiet,Fie smiled and said, “You aren’t going to explain this,are you?”Fie stood up and acted like she wanted to leave. “Wait!”Fadh almost hold Fie’s wrist.

“Actually,I’m not the one who sent those stuffs to you.There’s someone else,”

“Then who’s that guy?”

“That person is not a guy,Fie. She told me to give them to you. I don’t even know what’s in the box. I’m very sorry,Fie,”Fadh resumed. What? Nacy whom still sitting disturded the conversation, “Then,what made you deign to do as she asked to?That’s awful!”

“And,” Syifa disturbed  while walking towards the two fellows. “Why were you so nervous that time like you’re having an interesting intention?” she continues. There must be something about this guy!

“I don’t know,” replied Fadh.

“Okay guys,” Fie said. “That’s enough. Fadh,I don’t want to know who that girl is. Just give this present and card back to her,” Fie walked away.

“But,Fie!” Nacy and Syifa confused.



TO BE CONTINUED